Moody day for today. Especially in the afternoon. I online in the whole afternoon but no one chat with me because non of my close friend is online but just a few internet friends which i don't really know online. So, i didn't chat with them. I just facebook and watch some Hong Kong & Taiwan drama (Monkey King & Calling For Love respectively). But, i also feel moody and boring. Maybe it's because no one accompany chatting. This holiday i really very seldom chat with some one but just keep silence to myself. Furthermore, i also very less hang out with my friends because they all are busy.
By referring to the calender, i still got about 16 days of holiday. That's mean i still have to be boring at home for 16 days. OMG!!! I can't take it anymore. I hope i can fast forward the time and quickly start my sem 2 of my Diploma. I feel it's more fun to study than holiday at home and have plenty of time but nothing to do. I hate long holiday. If just for a short holiday, it still be ok to me. So, next sem break i will be planing to take a part time job rather than just wondering at home and be a lonely person.
But, sometime i find out that i will feel very tiring when work as part time and i feel lazy about it. Why i will like that?? I shouldn't be like that. I feel that sometime i really useless because just complain this and that. I really can't control my feeling. It make me feel so suffering. Sometime make me feel suffer until want to vomit. Argh~ Why life is so hard???? All this feeling and attitude.
That's all for today.
Thanks for reading.. ^^
From:
CK Lim
3 comments:
why always say boring..^^.. :)
Yalo...always boring only o...Find me chat ma..hahaha...^^
lol.... really very boring ma at home alone... nothing to do and always online only.... and no one accompany me... =( haha XD
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