After Exam

It's being long time i no write this blog~~ it's because i'm busying with my study because of final exam..... and busy busy busy.... tired tired tired.... argh ~~~ so pressure and stress.... and finally now it's over ~~ XD Now can take some rest finally ~~~ ^^ On that moment i have less contact with my dear~ then make her feel that i less care about her..... i'm sorry ..... i dont mean to because i'm tired and no mood because i'm worry about my study and very pressure about it.... sorry for i treating u so cold last time.... now we can have our time back ^^ keke .....

But haiz.... there is something blocking between us..... all i can is waiting to sms and call..... missing and missing and missing..... hope to see u and listen ur voice..... thinking thinking thinking...... when i more alone and boring, i thinking u more and more and more...... u have drug me my dear~~`

I will be right here waiting for U, Milky

Miss u miss u miss u~~~ u just cant get off of my mind ~~~~ what to do??? who can cure me???

28th and 29th

28th, Today wake up with my dear morning call again of course haha..... then i start wake up at 8 then wash up then dress up..... then rushing to my college for a class which is start at 9am in the morning...... there was many people because there combine 2 course together..... there goes the class start..... i feel the time passing so slow...... because i keep wishing the time will pass just the blink of an eye so that i can meet my dear soon..... this is because after the class, i will go to find my dear at her school..... muahaha..... so happy ^^ ... but... haiz.... on that moment still need to study in the class although it's boring....... suddenly 'pop' there is no light ..... haha..... the electricity suddenly cut off for a few mins..... so the class stop then continue after the electric and light is back...... haha..... but continue till about 11 something they end the class..... so i went back home early..... that's good ^^ because i can take some rest b4 go to find my dear because after that class i feel very tired....... but after rest at home i also feel tired dont know why....... but nvm i still have the energy to find my dear.... haha..... so i start riding my bike to find her..... it take me about 45 mins to reach her school.... when i reach there..... it just in time b4 her school end...... haha..... my timing so good... keke..... *thick face only == * wakaka......

Finally she came out from her school and met with me...... i am sooo happy on that moment ^^ ...... and i never see her wear school uniform and that day is my first time ^^ i like the look she wear school uniform .... haha...... so after we met, we went to eat at the old town..... i'm so starving because the whole morning i not yet eat a thing and my hand was shaking like hell.... haha..... and my face look very no mood and tired also.... haha..... this is my dear tell me de..... she keep asking what's wrong with me but i'm actually ok but just tired and hungry....... tired is because i riding motor and hungry because i didnt ate a thing..... hehe.... so i ate at Old Town there..... mayb the was too starving the food it's so delicious to me..... Yummy ~~ ^^ and mayb my dear accompany me eat also.... haha... muackz..... thanks dear ^^ keke..... we was so happy eating together there...... after that we went to her friend shop which sell cloth...... and we spend most of the time at there..... ahha..... she change some cloth for me to see.... wakaka...... i like some of the cloth she wear..... and finally she bought some of the cloth..... haha...... after that i went home and she also went home...... once more i feel dont want to go home again....... but i have to.... haiz.....

29th, today same morning call again..... ahha..... i wake at 10 same as usual wash up and change cloth then online awhile then went to eat my lunch ..... after that i went to find my dear again but this time i reach there after her school end for about 10 mins...... this time we straight go to the shop for awhile..... then only went to eat somthing because she not yet eat and hungry..... so we go to eat she have her western food and i have my hearth shape ice cream with toasted bread covering all over the ice cream.... yummy..... it's delicious ^^ haha...... after finish eating i help her solve a question of add math.... ahha..... after that we went back to the shop....... and she try some cloth again... haha but less then yesterday...... haiz.... dont know y today i feel the time is passing so fast..... feeling like awhile i need to go home again...... y the time is passing so fast when i'm with my dear...???? it's time for me to go home again..... and again.... feel dont want to..... but anyway i'm very happy to see my dear again..... muackz.... love u always my dear...... ^^ thanks for today.......

27th

I'm so piggy today i slp till 10am only wake up...... of course 6 something in the morning my dear call me for greetings again..... haha.... so happy again.... but dont know y my sound sound like very rough and like a slpy sound...... then she was rushing to school and we hang up, she go to school and i go to slp piggy again.... haha....

After wake up at 10 as usual i will wash up myself then i online awhile later on have my lunch..... guess what i ate?? haha.... it's mee goreng...... yummy ^^ but i i'm not full after eating it because the amount is not enough for me..... of course i got sms for my dear but she just very less reply my message so i think maybe she is busy with her thing so i'm not sms to her because i scare i will disturb her..... as usual i hate disturb people..... so afterward, i have a little mood to study so i study my ET1..... i'm quite satisfy on my work in my study because when i do the exercise i know to answer..... feel little happy and relief because of that....After doing the study i felt slpy and go take some nap..... after waking up..... i online and i saw her chatting with one of my friend in FB.... OMG... haha XD..... but i'm ok with that...... keke....

about 5 something i went out with parent to have dinner..... after having dinner, walk around the mall to shop for new year cloth,...... feeling so tired after walking around the mall for 1 or 2 hours..... then about 8 or 9 pm only reach home..... i'm so missing her..... but she is going for concert....... so i on fb..... wishing her will online but it's impossible because she is going for concert..... i'm so idiot and crazy.......

finally she is home now.... haha... can hear her voice de ^^ kkeke.....

that's all of today.... love u and missing u always dear.... muackz..... ^^

From :
Lim CK

25th day~~

Last night we were arguing about something...... we argue until very serious and almost break up..... until today morning we still arguing and almost reaching the breaking point...... but fortunately we manage to pull back us together...... and now we are ok....... In this period of arguing, i feel very sad and hurt...... i very dislike to argue....... but sometimes things happen....... we cant control it happen or not...... when she is sad, my feeling will follow her to be sad.......

In the afternoon, i study awhile later on i keep and tidy up my room and throw something which is not useful ...... after cleaning up the room i feel more comfortable and tidy....... the feeling is not the same.... i think i almost use an hour to tidy my room..... of course, in the moment i study and tidy my room i'm thinking and missing her although i'm sms with her...... after cleaning up my room i go to online and watch some experimental program which is very interesting and i really learn some natural phenomena in this world and the new technology and smart thinking....... really very interesting ~~~~ ^^

When dinner time, i went out to the coffee shop with my dad...... i ate the duck rice and added a big bow of rice because i was soo hungry just now...... after done eating all, i feel full and satisfy..... argh~~~ Yummy!!!! Haha XD ................. but haiz..... she tuition almost whole day....... and no slp sure very tired...... hope she can slp well tonight......... LOVE U DEAR ~~~ ^^

that's all for today........

From :
Lim CK

23 days

She call me again today morning ^^ I am so happy when my phone woke me up while ringing...... keke..... because i know that my dear is calling me and greeting me Good Morning again ....... I feel sooo sweet although the call is short ..... haha XD I'm soo happy...... before end the call she ask me go to slp again because my class not starting so early and she know i'm a pig that is very lazy and always slp ..... wakaka.....

I woke up in 8 something in the morning.... Then as usual i wash up myself and keep my bed an so on...... After that i online FB again ... wakaka ^^ ...... I'm trying to filter all of my friends in FB and delete those i never chat with ...... This is because lately have lots of cyber crime cases involve FB .... 'they' will use our personal information, pictures and also can check ur house address...... With these information they will aim u as their prey and hunt u..... for example blackmailing u on something or spoil ur image by told people that he had done something bad although u didn't did it..... so be careful on using ur FB my friends..... More details i will post in my FB in this topic or mayb my next post of my blog~~~~

After that, i had my lunch and when to college..... all the time i'm so missing her...... thinking of her....... until i finish class and reach home...... i receive her call and i feel so happy again ^^ ..... sometime i feel the way she talk is very cute and it make me cant stop laughing and smiling on the phone....... haha XD ..... feeling i'm going crazy~~~~ after a few mins talking on the phone and end the call......

After a moment, she tag me a post in FB ..... i feel the situation is quite similar to us.....
Here is the post~~~~

如果我总缠着你、

请不要说我不乖、

请不要对我生气、

因为我真的很珍惜和你的每分每秒。

哪怕明明相隔两地、

哪怕只是在电话中相聚、

因为在乎每一次小小意义上的分离。

如果我不会总缠着你，

请不要以为我舍得和你说再见了。

你不懂我那一瞬间的失落，

是多么想伸出手去抓住 你。

你要明白正是为了爱，

才悄悄的收起对你的依赖

也许有一天我们都会埋怨，

也许有一天我们都会犯错，

也许有一天我们都会忽视今天的诺言，

也许有一天我们也会吵架……

我们来做个约定好吗？

约好即使吵架也不可以不接听彼此的电话，

约好即使吵架也不可以不好好照顾自己，

约好即使吵架也不可以轻易说分手，

约好即使吵架也不可以伤害自己，

约好即使吵架也不可以错过了……

约好，吵架的时候告诉自己：

错误是 短暂的，错过却是永远遗憾的……

爱情，有时候很脆弱，

脆弱到容不下一点点沙。

爱情，有时候很顽强，

顽强到什么也分不开相爱的人。

如果 有一天，我们不再任性的不理会一切；

如果有一天，我们不再要求时时都粘在一起；

如果有一天，我们不再傻傻的看着对方微笑；

如果有一天，我们不 再不理会柴米油盐；

如果有一天，我们不再是任性的两个小孩；

如果有一天，我们习惯了彼此埋怨……

请不要说“分手吧，祝你快乐！”

因为这一天更应该说 “我们结婚吧，让我照顾你一辈子”… 

When i was having my lunch just now, my dear call me and i pick up and told her that i'm eating...... then she she say ok lo let me eat 1st lo then hang up the phone...... Her tone make me feel like she was feeling unhappy and i start feeling worry....... as soon as i done eating i immediately sms her ..... i didn't phone her is because i scare i will disturb her doing her thing..... i dislike to disturb people while they are busy... on that moment i feel very worry because i worry anything bad is happen to her...... luckily she is ok while she phone me and let me know...... after i know that i feel relief like putting down a big heavy rock....... ^^ Until now I'm webcam with her....... haha... yay, i can see her de ..... feel sooo happy ........

Thanks for all this happiness u give me my dear~~~~ Thanks...... love u ..... love u always...... muackz.....

That's all for today thanks for reading ....

From :

Lim CK

22 days

We being together for 22 days already...... So fast already 22 days... wakakaa.... left about 10 more days is our monthly anniversary.... keke..... I'm so happy in these 22 days because the present of her..... although she always bully me and so, i feel very happy ...... haha ...... When she bully me i feel that she is very cute and feel like i want to hug her at that moment..... but unfortunately i can't because we are far apart...... if we are really beside each other i will hugging her tight tight & don't let go of her...... ^^ muackz...... haha XD

In the morning, don't know why my dear call me and i didn't answer...... maybe i sleep like a pig or the phone 'ki siao' and no ring..... haiz..... i feel very frustrating on that moment that why i'm not answering her call..... i immediately call her back when i saw her miss call after my phone alarm ring...... but she not picking up my call either...... on that moment i feel down..... because i can't hear her voice ..... moreover i scare she unhappy because not picking up her call......

at college she reply me and she really is unhappy..... i really feeling sorry because i'm not picking up her call..... i'm feeling frustrating to myself that why i can like that today morning..... haiz..... next time i plan to call her already...... i wont ever miss to greet her morning and give her morning kiss again..... without doing that i will be very missing her the whole day....... but i still will miss her la if got greet her also... keke.... muackz.... love u dear ^^

today i'm feeling to sad while she is jokingly acting serious and told me that she want break with me..... i'm feeling so hurt and my tears is about to come out...... on that moment i really think that she is serious...... the way she talk make me feel like she is really serious ..... i feel very scare on that moment... i scare that really is true..... but luckily it's not true...... haha....... thanks dear..... muackz........ love u forever and ever.......

thanks for reading ^^

From :

Lim CK

Special Weekend ^^

Today i woke up as early as weekday..... It's unusual i wake so early in the weekend ...... Today is a special day i woke up to early because of special event...... The special event is ...... haha ...... You guess and see ^^ ...... Let me tell you, it's i ride motor to Butterworth and find my dear~~~ !!!! Wakaka ..... I am so happy that i can see her again ..... I'm very missing her these few days ..... So, today is the 1st time i went to Butterworth find her and accompany her ~~

So, today i woke up at about 7 in the morning ^^ I feel so nervous to meet her ..... Furthermore, i also scare i will lose myself in Butterworth because i'm not use to the road there and never been there by myself before..... Luckily with the help of my phone i manage to reach the destination.... Keke ~~ ^^ Oh ya !!! I was not late also....... Muahahaa!!!

But i reach there de still have to wait her for about plus minus 20 mins before i can meet her..... haha..... but as long as i can see her it's ok and I'm happy ~~ ^^ When, she arrived we went to the playground and have our time together ~~~ And we took some pictures again today ~~~~ After that we went to eat, but i'm not eating because i have no appetite to eat and maybe i feeling it's almost time for me to go home so no appetite to eat..... don't know..... haha~~~

Later on, it's time for me and her to go home..... on that moment i don't feel like to go home because don't know when I will see her again..... I'm really very missing her when i gone home ..... wishing to see her always....... Love u my dear ~~~ Love u always & deeply ~~~~

Although today i feeling tired of riding the bike so far to find her, I feel very happy because i can see the one i love that i can seldom meet...... Really have a great time with her today...... Thanks my dear ...... Thanks for ur accompany~~~ =)

These is the pictures we took today~~

Isn't She Look Cute?? ^^ .... wakaka~~

Here again i want to say thanks to my dear~~~ Thanks for her accompany and thanks for her being with me as my gf.... thanks dear ..... You have brighten my life~~~~ Muackz..... ^^

That's all for today... Thanks for reading

From :

Lim CK

First Day WE Hang Out ^^

Today i woke up at about 9 in the morning..... then the 1st thing i do is take my phone and sms my dear greeting her good morning... keke...... then i went to wash up myself and help my bro with the painting of the house metal door...... after that i go to bath and prepare to go out with my dear ^^ but i wait and wait and wait...... become more and more late...... initially is 11am go to QB but end up until about 1pm only reach QB..... haha..... feel a little disappointed but still happy that can finally hang out with her for the 1st time ^^ Super happy~~~~

So at QB, about 1 something in the evening..... i finally meet with her at the cinema there...... i was sooooo happy so see her ^^ Then we sat down in the arcade there for awhile and she was playing with my phone..... haha... notty her..... then later on, we went to take picture together in the photo shooting booth..... it was so fun ^^ i very like that moment.... keke..... but that photo shooting cost us RM 22 but it's worth it ^^

After that, she was about to go home and i don't feel like to let her go..... feel like the time pass so fast and it's time to go home for her..... but i cant do something just can give her some hug and kiss and good bye.......

after that i ride my bike home ...... all the way until now i'm super miss her soo much~~~ haha.... cant wait to hang out with my dear again...... love u dear.... love u always ... muackz..... =>

These is the pictures we took today......

Thanks for today dear.... Love u soo much Milky dear..... Muackz..... ^^

From

Lim CK

The No. 12th day that WE being together ^^

Today about 6.30 in the morning my phone rang, i pick it up and 'OH' it's her in coming call.... I'm so happy to get her morning call these few days.... I am so happy because i can hear her voice almost every morning lately ^^ keke....

These few days i very miss her in every moment.... always just waiting for her slow reply sms.... this is due to her busying her schooling things but not just her.... i also sometime busy with my study.... but never mind ^^ WE are happy together..... WE will walk the path together until the end ^^ Until our hair turn from black to gray and gray to white ~~~~ Keke~~ =>

This few days We together..... She make me feel very happy ^^ ...... Because.... She care for me and ask me to do this and do that..... it's interesting because i never feel like that b4.... this is the 1st time i have this feeling...... thanks for u my dear Milky~~ Love u sooo much..... the present of u have brighten my life and make me have a happier life than b4 of my lonely life...... i want to say a 1000 times thanks to u my dear~~~ Muackz....

I'll be always missing u~~~~~ (^^,)

From
Lim Ck

1227 The Day WE Together ^^

1227..... That's 27th December 2010...... Me and Milky Jxin start to be together for the 1st day.... We will be together until the last moment.... until the end of the world or our life.... wakaka ^^ Love u always and forever my dear, Milky

I will care u always

I will cherish u always

I will miss u always

I will love u always

I will be with u always

I will walk with u always

I will accompany u always

I will try best to solve ur problem always

I will let u feel prosperity always

I will make u happy always

I will make u feel safe always

I won't let u unhappy

I won't let u sad

I won't let u get hurt

I won't let u cry

I won't let u be alone

I won't break our promise

I won't make u cry

I, Brian Lim

LOVE

U, Milky JXin

Love Dear Forever & Ever =>

Muackz.... Love u Dear ^^