Not A Happy Life~~

I don't feel happiness after-all after graduated from secondary, i have less friends and most of the time stay home alone and nothing much can do. When i want to study also no mood to study. I have less activity now. Not like before in secondary, always having activities non-stop. This make my life more contact with peoples and friends. But now, not anymore. I hate the life now. I miss the life in secondary. Now i really need someone to accompany me in everyday of my life. Make my life happier at least. I scare one day i can't cope with my life. Hope some one jump into my life and make me a better person. Furthermore, i also hope myself not to think too much and make myself moody and unhappy.

That's all for today.

Hope God Bless me...

Thanks for reading~

From :

Lim CK

The Day Before The Test On 13 Dec

Tomorrow is the test already, but i not yet finish all the revision yet. Feeling so pressure now. Some of the topic i don't understand what it's talking about. MY GOD!!!! HELP ME PLEASE!!!! I need to get better result for this semester. I HAVE TO~!!!!!

Argh~!!!! All of this is because of the lecturer simply teach only. He teach so fast i can't event catch what are he trying to say!!!! Haiz..... Life in college is so pressure and suffering. I hope i can cope for it until the end so that i can get my diploma and continue with my life. I hope i can complete my revision before going for the test tomorrow. Wish me luck.....

Hope the test tomorrow wont be hard and i know to answer all the questions.

That's all for today~
Thanks for reading...

From :
CK Lim

A Disappointed Lecturer

Today i reached my college about the 8am but the lecturer came in about 8.10am and the class was started. Then, he told us about the test we took last time. He mention a few names that who get 9 marks over 10. I'm disappointed when i don't hear my name. After that, he go to the office to take out exam paper for discussion.

After he left the class, my friends went to the table and take a look on the marks. I just get 5.5 marks over 10!!! OMG!!!! That's very low.. I was shock when i heard that because i can't believe i get such a low marks. I know to do that paper how come the mark is so low? At that moment, i'm starting to feel frustrated and not in the good mood. I already started to expect the lecturer mark wrongly or mistake in the mark.

Few minutes later, he was back to the class with a stack of our exam papers and distributed to all of us. When i get my paper i quickly look through my paper. WTH!!!! The question i answer correct but he mark me wrong and got a question he leave it blank and no mark it although i'm correct also. MY GOD!!!! Like that also can. Total there i got 3 marks he no give me. This 3 marks is between A and C- u know !!! Haiz.... luckily u got distribute back to us, if not i sure die in this paper without knowing why in ur hand.... GOD!!!!

I don't ever trust u anymore.... Not even once..... Hope wont see u again in next and on comind sems.... Bye to u... get off my way!!!!!

That's all for today. Thanks for reading.

From:

Lim CK

9 Nov..... Shit day in the morning.....

Just wake up already get scold... my house got 2 toilet but neither one can use...... dont know have to wait till when only can use that idiot toilet..... how i know u cleaning that stupid toilet while u not telling me and now u telling me i know that u cleaning and purposely crash the time with u..... then u scold me.....

i nothing much to say now.....

that's all

30 Oct Movie Day With My Parent

That day, my parent and I reach Gurney about 5pm. There was a lots of car. We face difficulty in finding a lot to park. We bought the movie ticket "Red" at the time of 7.25pm. The sits place was ok. Wont too front or too back. While waiting for the movie to start. We went to have out dinner at a restaurant beside MacD. I have forgotten what's the name. It was delicious.

After dinner, we walk around the mall. Then we saw a car roadshow, there was a few car display at there. One of the car catch my eye. It's a black colour car. The name is Volkswagen Eos. It's so cool. I darn like it. But, I can't afford it because I'm not yet work and not rich. Haha.

This is how the car looks like :

Isn't it look nice??? ^^ My dream car... haha XD

After that, the movie is about to start so we went to the cinema then the movie is going on.
.............
Wow, the movie is great. It's funny and lots of action. It's very interesting movie too. I rate it 4/5 stars. haha XD

That's all for today.

Thanks

From:
Lim CK

2nd day of schooling day~

Today is my disappointed and moody day.

1st, today i have a class at 2pm to 5pm. I reached there about 1.30+pm, then i pay up some fee and get my books. Then i went in to the class for the class to start. But, i wait for about 1 hour, the lecturer still not in then we only know that the class had been canceled. What a waste of time there. Hate it.....

The other is that the person i care is unhappy. When my 'best friend' unhappy i will follow to be unhappy and moody. I always see my 'best friend' unhappy frequently but i don't want to see that keep happening. I want my 'best friend' to be a happy person and have a nice happy life. Smile everyday. I hope all the people who make my 'best friend' unhappy and sad disappear from this world. Just left the people who care about my 'best friend' and make my 'best friend' happy stay in this world.

When i know that my 'best friend' got any thing happen, i will feel suffer, worry, scare and sick*.
Hope my 'best friend' have a good day every single day and live happily ever after.

That's all for today.
Thanks

From
CK Lim

About 14 More Days

Today is 20th September 2010, morning sunny and afternoon rainy. To the countdown, still got about 14 Days of sem break. Today i wake up at 9am but i continue laying on my bed till about 10am i just get up. I went to wash up and online. Later, i go to grandmother house to have my lunch. As the sky grow darker at about 1pm, it start to rain heavily. So, i wait at there until the rain get smaller for about half hour later.

Then i go fetch my friend home from school. On the way home buy MacD back. Haha. My friend very like to eat MacD. After i drop off my friend at home, i also went home myself. So i'm here online again and writing this post. Today so far wont feel so boring la. Hope i have a nice day today.

****** Actually i like rainy day because i feel cool and comfortable. But i always riding my bike around so it make me inconvenient. When rain, i hardly go anywhere. I wish i can drive car and go anywhere i want whenever i want... ^^ haha XD

That's all for today
Thanks for reading~

From
Lim CK

Boring Day For Today

Moody day for today. Especially in the afternoon. I online in the whole afternoon but no one chat with me because non of my close friend is online but just a few internet friends which i don't really know online. So, i didn't chat with them. I just facebook and watch some Hong Kong & Taiwan drama (Monkey King & Calling For Love respectively). But, i also feel moody and boring. Maybe it's because no one accompany chatting. This holiday i really very seldom chat with some one but just keep silence to myself. Furthermore, i also very less hang out with my friends because they all are busy.

By referring to the calender, i still got about 16 days of holiday. That's mean i still have to be boring at home for 16 days. OMG!!! I can't take it anymore. I hope i can fast forward the time and quickly start my sem 2 of my Diploma. I feel it's more fun to study than holiday at home and have plenty of time but nothing to do. I hate long holiday. If just for a short holiday, it still be ok to me. So, next sem break i will be planing to take a part time job rather than just wondering at home and be a lonely person.

But, sometime i find out that i will feel very tiring when work as part time and i feel lazy about it. Why i will like that?? I shouldn't be like that. I feel that sometime i really useless because just complain this and that. I really can't control my feeling. It make me feel so suffering. Sometime make me feel suffer until want to vomit. Argh~ Why life is so hard???? All this feeling and attitude.

That's all for today.
Thanks for reading.. ^^

From:
CK Lim

A Normal Sunday

Today i wake about 9 something. I heard the TV sound, someone was watching a horror movie in the living room. At that moment, i still laying on my bed because u still felt sleepy and plan to sleep a little longer. Later on about 10 plus, i woke once more and there is still the TV sound in the living room. I woke up and walk out of my room and infront of me is the living room. I saw my dad and my mami is watching a horror movie but i don't know what's the movie called.

I first go to the toilet and wash my face and walked to the living room to watch that movie. I ask my dad what's that movie and he told me that the movie's called "Jeniffer's Body". I never watch that movie before so that i don't recognize that movie.

Later on, i went out to buy Sadine for our lunch. Guess what was my lunch today. It's bread with Sadine. Haha. I like it. But, dad added some prawn in the Sadine. This cause the Sadine not so good for it taste of the Sadine. This is my opinion. My parent and my bro say it's good. @.@

After lunch, I online chatting with friends and fb~ing. Later on, i take my afternoon nap. In the evening, I follow my parent out to eat. We went to Tesco and had KFC as our dinner. After that, we shop for the groceries then went home. We watch movie once again. 17 Again. I was nice and funny. =)

That's all for today. ^^

From:
Lim CK

My day at 2 Sept.

Today morning, I wake at about 9am in the morning. The moment i open my eyes, i cant hear anything but silents around me. This had make me feel moody and lonely since. I feel like there is a barrier between me and life. There is no connection between me and life. All the time I'm alone in a boring and meaningless life. Feel like I'm in a prison and a prisoner being lock up in the house all the time because i have no where to go. This is because all my friends are busy with their things and cannot hang out while I can. So, I can't do anything but just stay at home all the time in my this long holiday. It's so suffering. I feel like to vomit sometimes because of this.

I hope that there is someone to accompany me in my life. But, there is none. Just me alone. Walking down my boring, meaningless path. While there someone accompany on my path one day??? I really hope there are one....

That's all for today.

From:
Lim CK

One More Day

Now is midnight, still have about a day my 1st sem will be out. Argh!!!! Feel so nervous about it. Hope it will be a good result. I have to get the best result in the 1st sem. This matter has make me feel moody and worry so much. OMG!!!!

The 1st Sem Break In College Life

I already passed a few days of my sem break but there is still a long time till my 2nd sem start. I have 7 weeks of holidays. That's so long. Don't know want to do what in this period of time. Feel so boring in the house. Just me alone no one to talk to.

Today, I woke at about 9 am. Then i online awhile and also watch tv. Then i brush my teeth and take my bath later on go to service my bike. After that, i went to my granny house to have my lunch. I didn't take my breakfast because i don't take it everyday. Hehe ^^

After lunch, i went back to my house and alone in the afternoon again. So i decided to wash my bike because about 2 weeks i didn't wash the bike. So i went down to the car park and wash my bike about one and a half hours. So my bike is clean once more. ^^... haha. Then i went back to my house then online and watch tv again.

At the time of 6pm, i went out to take my nephew from his tuition to granny house when on my way to have my dinner at there. After that i went back home once again. Then here i am online and writing this post.

This is my day today. Boring~ =(

That's all for today ^^

From:

Lim CK

The Day

Today is the day that the publish of 09 spm result students. I reach school about the time of 10am. There was a lot of graduated student of 09 already there. Besides, there also the students of the school walking around. That kind of atmosphere make me think about the time i was in that school. There was so many happy moment in this high school. But of course, there was some unhappy things happen in that school. Life is like a sea, there's always up and down (happy moment and sad moment). I like the life of high school so much although form 4 and 5 was tired on my studies but it's very fun.

About 10 something, teacher ask all of the 09 form 5 students go to the school hall prepare to take our result. I'm among the first get in to the hall and take the result. That feeling was so scared. When i get my result, i don't dare to look into it. After a few minute, i found the courage to look into my own SPM result slip.

The first reaction to me is - AH!!!! I had pass my chinese and history. Following by haiz.... I just get 6 As (because I aim for 7 As). I missed one A, that's my chemistry, i just get B+. Sob... Sob....

So my total result is 6As, 2Bs, 2Cs and 1 D. My 1119 english i get 4B. Overall, Not bad la. haha... just a little disappointeh to my chemistry.

That's all for today.

thanks for reading ^^

From

CK Lim

10th March (The Day B4 The Publish Of SPM Result Of 09)

I feel so darn nervous today. The time seem to be pass by very slowly. My 1 min seem to be like 1 hour. The time is so hard to pass. I wish i can just skip today, so that i no longer need to suffer my own nervousness because i no need to think the moment of true of my result. I really hope i can get a result that won't disappoint myself and my family members. I don't want my family members to worry about my future for me because they already have their own things to worry about a lot.

Besides that, i also hope that tonight i can sleep. This is because most of the time, there is an event, i will can't sleep the night before. I hope this won't happen to me tonight. If not i think i have to go for a sleeping pil already. Haha!!! just joking. Ok, until here today.

Thanks ^^

From

CK

January Life

This is where i work...

I'm start working at Jan 13th. It's OK at first i working at there but gradually i feel very lonely because there was nothing to do and no one talk to me at there. I just have to sit there whole day to pass the working hours. So, I start to dislike this job i'm doing. On that moment, i want to resign because it make me suffer at there if just sit at there and let my time just pass like that. After a few days, i think of continue on this job until the end of February then i only stop afterwards. So, now i have to do is continue on this job until i finish it. Ps : I feel the job is ok for me now.

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CK